Good morning...I hope. I have decided (with some persuasion) that I will get my journal together and start typing it in a day at a time and see how that goes. I have asked Tanya to help me get it typed up as having to type all that begins the cycle of "oh, I'll read this.....and....that......" and the next thing you know I have stopped "reading" and have begun re-living the words. My mind departs and goes back to that time, setting, situation, emotion, etc. It isn't always pretty either. I just hope that enough time has passed so that the things that pierced my heart and mind before are less able to do so now. Living through it once is one thing but voluntarily subjecting yourself to it all over again is simply putting yourself through something you could decide not to.
It’s never good to make decisions at 3:00am, but as far as this one I think you’ve made the right choice.
ReplyDelete:) i put my journals in a fire proof safe, locked it, and hid the key from myself LoL... so be careful mama.... i love you
ReplyDeleteI have done that only my safe is a combination which I tried to change and then it kind of half way did and half way didn't change so I actually have "cracked" a safe....my own. The real stupid part was that I had put my money in the safe not thinking I would ever NOT know the combo! My journal is now in the safe but......I never lock it anymore it seems! When you don't have any money what's the sense????
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