I am beginning to do what I had originally started this blog to do.....get my journal down in print so that I can finally pack away this suitcase of notebooks and tablets and scraps of paper that I have written on for almost 35 years.  I will begin at the beginning.........I want to remind any readers that this is coming from a 15 year old girl who does not hesitate to put down her thoughts as she thinks them. 

                                I never would have imagined how I see this today..........